Everything was going great, I was happy to be around good people as my family in my life , I seemed to be a perfect person with a perfect smile . That’s When I realized I was going through quite a new low in life, things doesn’t seem to be in place, when you feel you are truly good for nothing … You keep watching you in “For granted” or “When we need” list of others. When you feel people actually don’t care about “if you are okay ?” . When you think life doesn’t seem to be changing a little bit even,if you are not around anyone .
Dates change,but the feeling of being void is there . Nothing around you seemed to be same, once it was .
When you feel you are no longer a person you were once . You are hurt by the people and don’t know how to convey it ..
Feeling heavy and thinking, you left everything you could do in life and doing nothing makes you blank sometimes.You have given everything you could, to the people who never appreciate, When you understand people don’t want to understand that “You are the person with a simple smile and simple life , who is always there for the people who are important “.Seeing the people you love in pain, and not able to do anything for them was heartbreaking.
That time saying everything you feel in front of a person ,who know you better and never judges you , respects you for what you are ..
The last few months were tough in terms of what I felt and what I was going through emotionally .I am a strong woman and making me realize again this and understanding that It was just a phase in which I needed a person who can hear me patiently .. Jai Kumar you are indeed a true friend anyone would want to have ..It took years to be friends,but we(Me and Piyush ) are lucky to have you . I may be your “Best Friend” as you say but you are a friend every single person wants to have in her/his life .With you off course Renu you are a lovely soul , thank you for always being there .
Thank you Sonia , Kriti Khola for late night chats we had , thanks for being there . Few more thank you for the people and my friends who were thereto make me smile 🙂
Last but not the least Mr Sharma ❤️ and Junior Sharma for hugging and making me realize that you are always there irrespective of how much irritating I become sometimes , accepting me with all my weaknesses 🙂 🙂 #bestpeople#imperfectlyperfectme
